the fear of marching flames of misery : the return

we have come to a position where we have to make up our minds. to come out with a decision. and stand firm. we all do that everyday. whether we realize it or not, decision making is an essential part in our daily routines.

but what distinguish us from one and another is how we make the decision and of course the execution. but what is it that matters most to us? is it making the right decision or not to make a wrong decision? both influenced by the nature of the hurdles we are facing. some need sacrifices, some drained millions bucks, some take time and some even cost a life.

what am i trying to convey here? well, most people found it difficult to establish a set of solutions for every problem we have here, everyday. why? because we all have the sense of selfishness and the fear of losing. that is why. i don't know about you guys, but from my series of observation, i found that people have a high tendency to make decisions and to go for solutions which very much infallibly will be beneficial for oneself..

it is very much highly unlikely for a man or a women to sacrifice oneself for somebody else. but what about love? do people get burnt for love? or do we call it a love if i am to get myself scorched for you? ahh, i have given up for love and when it comes about love. the four letters combined and yet no one can even give a perfect derivation out of it. how silly is that?

for me love is just a feeling, which is of course can be created, can be influenced and not an exception when it comes to changeability. it's not fixed, and it is certainly not certain. definitely. no one wants to be alone and everybody hates to lose. losing beloved one, in particular. it can be very artificial and indecisive, hence misleading. i don't understand how a girl can say that she is waiting for the very true love to come and find her. how crazy is that? she can't even describe who is she waiting for, what type of a man she's expecting. why? because, uncertainty is everywhere. and nobody is perfect.

my advice, be open and go with the flow. don't restrict yourself. not too rigid and not to loose. don't stress, don't stress (jesse mccartney's leaving) for things which don't even related to you. don't bother. save your energy for something else.

love is just a chemical reaction. a synthetic obsession. swallow it. love to the god? that's different. love for the family? well, that is a must. am i in love? definitely no. will i fall for it? we are living in a damn world of uncertainty and breakdown society. it's our rainbow. the true colours of life.

now, what did i do about it? nothing. hahaha..i have decided to go with the flow and not to rebel with the system anymore. lets call it for a day shall we?