alter the ending

do we really know where do things lead to or how are things suppose to end? deep down we know that everything is already written but yet here we are trying our best, trying too hard to determine the outcomes. whatever it is, we all limited to just be able to plan but in the end, it is God who decides and dictates what's the story and how it's going to reach its end.

i have a good run of days recently. everything turns out to be good. everyday is a good weather. i hear good news most of the time. everything, every details are starting to turn out be all well. and i am all happy. am so grateful to God that my patience is starting to deliver its result. my positive attitudes, they helped. i guess there is lights at the end of the tunnel after all. not just my wishful thinking. and all those grass stains on my knees seem to be paid off.

now, i have to be guard from the complacency. don't get too carried away. bigger storms coming. i don't want the shrek kind of happy stories to end. so soon, so early that it hasn't help my healing process that much. please. don't alter the ending. life is always hard, for the belle of the boulevard.