your own disaster

i am sitting alone in my empty apartment. i just packed and cleared my things and ready to be shipped back to the city center. oh, i'm so going to miss this place. nothing much, sitting back, with vitagen in my hand, and my ears plugged with ear phones, listening to a play list full of alternatives span songs.

tonight i'm going to have my 3rd farewell dinner from different parties, organized by bunch of friends. hehe.

one of the song that caught my attention was sparta's breaking the broken and your own disaster, popularized by taking back sunday. these were the songs i used to play and listened when i was in graduate years. i started with finch's what it is to burn. hell yeah. and there was brand new with their hit, the quiet things that no one ever knows..haha..what a name for a song. vintage.

and now it is all about neyo, ludacris, katy perry, taylor swift, justin bieber and jay sean? hahaha.. well, you got to admit emo alternatives are long gone and it's pop era nowadays.

for you there, you know who, this song is for you..

just think of this and me
as just a few of the many things
to lie around,
to clutter up your shelves
and I wish you weren't worth the wait
cause there are some things
that I'd like to say to you

and I don't think that you know
what you've been missing
cause I don't think that you know
what you've been missing

and I dare you to forget
the marks you left across my neck
from those nights when we were both found at our best
now I could make this obvious and you,
you could deny me
all in one breath
you could shrug me off your shoulders

and I don't think that you know
what you've been missing
cause I don't think that you know
what you've been missing
and I don't think that you know
said I don't think that you know
said I don't think that you know
what you've been missing

hey lush, have fun
it's the weekend
hey lush, have fun
hey lush, have fun
it's the weekend
hey lush, have fun
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
hey lush, have fun
it's the weekend

(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
hey lush, have fun
[forget me, it's that simple]
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
hey lush, have fun
[forget me, it's that simple]
it's the weekend
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
[forget me it's that simple]
(no I don't think that you know
what you've been missing)
hey lush, have fun
[forget me it's that simple]
it's the weekend

just forget me, it's that simple?